Burnt Out

I've been burnt out for so long now. It's hard to remember when I was happy or excited to actually do something.

It's come in all forms, physical, emotional, empathy, all of it. I'm over it.

The recent political climate has been such a strain on my mental health that I fully cannot focus on much other than that. I keep spiraling down rabbit holes that I can't escape from; I just stare at the ceiling and dissociate, not wanting to address any responsibilities I have.

Empathy burnout has been a big one lately, my situation at home, and again the political climate has made me just not care about other's feelings as much I used too. I try to trudge up those feelings and try to care, but it's getting increasingly harder, especially as it feels like my own feelings are less and less important to anybody else.

I don't hardly want to do homework, even if I like the assignment, I don't want to go anywhere, even if I want to be with the people who've invited me. I just. don't.

Sorry this was so short, it's been bad lately.